I thought I would post a couple of pics of me when I felt healthy and was out and about in the world – something I now find incredibly hard to do.
A photo shoot I was modelling in . . .
Do these pictures inspire me to keep fighting the illness . . . or do the make me mourn the loss of who I used to be and what I could achieve?
Exploring Dartmoor
At the moment, they make me sad.
I want to be that girl again.
Where has she gone? It feels like she is in me somewhere, but I just cannot find her.
She is so small and tiny. Is she big enough and strong enough to fight her way to the surface?
I damn well hope so.
I hope you are all feeling well,
Much love,
Karen x
slightly manic mummy 
You will Karen:)
Getting lost will force you to open new doors to find your way out.
Little Karen will never desert you!
Don’t feel sad:) xx
Thank you so much 🙂
I almost feel jealous of the person in the photos, I long to be her again. I guess I have to be patient! I hope you are feeling ok xxx
I try to become excited about the new person I can be!
Thats such a wonderful way to think about it! I will try my hardest to think like this too. Thank you so much! I hope you are feeling well, Karen x
My pleasure! It’s important to get excited about anything!