Hello again old friend….

Hello lovelies! It’s been such a  l o n g  time! I’m sorry I’ve been quiet of late. I shall update you! I’ve had some big changes in my  w o r k   life and life at  h o m e . So, work first! After much soul-searching and talks with  t h e  h u […]

Just for today – Fuck you Bipolar. (sorry for the swears Brigid x) Trigger warning.

Just for today, just for this moment  – Fuck you Bipolar. Fuck you and this Snakes and Ladders life. Teasing me with your oh so  d e l i c i o u s  highs, when I am super-human and promise the world to people. When I can achieve anything. When I think I am […]

New med side effects + a drink + electrical socket = Sorry Hubby!

So my lovelies. . . My dose of  S e r o q u e l   has been upped, causing more dopey-ness and other side effects – boo hiss boo!! My typical nightly routine is to get comfy and snuggled in bed, then take all my meds – and it is quite a cocktail I have […]

I let myself slip.

  Yesterday was the first time I couldn’t keep a lid on and hide the depth of my feelings from The Boy. I know he isn’t stupid, he’s a very mature early teen, we’ve told him I am Bipolar. . . but I felt so  g u i l t y  about it all yesterday. […]

A strange experience with a child Psychologist . . .

I started to write this post before we moved house – note how excited I was before the move – oh how the mood does change . . .   Just a quick post as we have now started to move into our new place. Yippee! I don’t know what got me thinking about this particular experience, […]