Just for today, just for this moment – Fuck you Bipolar.
Fuck you and this Snakes and Ladders life.
Teasing me with your oh so d e l i c i o u s highs, when I am super-human and promise the world to people.
When I can achieve anything. When I think I am famous and people should recognise me. When I am an incredible friend to people. When I can help others. When my mind pops with ideas. When I spend lots of money. When I am e x t a t i c with life.
Fuck you and your d i s g u s t i n g , d i s g r a c e f u l lows. When I am ugly. When I don’t wash for days. When I just don’t give a shit about myself. When I think I am the worst mother in the world. When I think I am the worst wife in the world. When I pity my family for having to put up with me. When I l o n g to be me before I got really ill. When I am cursed with crippling anxiety. When I peel the skin from my lips. When I can’t face anyone except my husband and son. When I just get so tired putting on a front.
Just for today, just for this moment – Fuck. You. Bipolar.