Just for today, just for this moment – Fuck you Bipolar.
Fuck you and this Snakes and Ladders life.
Teasing me with your oh so d e l i c i o u s highs, when I am super-human and promise the world to people.
When I can achieve anything. When I think I am famous and people should recognise me. When I am an incredible friend to people. When I can help others. When my mind pops with ideas. When I spend lots of money. When I am e x t a t i c with life.
Fuck you and your d i s g u s t i n g , d i s g r a c e f u l lows. When I am ugly. When I don’t wash for days. When I just don’t give a shit about myself. When I think I am the worst mother in the world. When I think I am the worst wife in the world. When I pity my family for having to put up with me. When I l o n g to be me before I got really ill. When I am cursed with crippling anxiety. When I peel the skin from my lips. When I can’t face anyone except my husband and son. When I just get so tired putting on a front.
Just for today, just for this moment – Fuck. You. Bipolar.
*hugs*
Thank you! Hug right back atcha! Hope you are feeling well x
I feel your pain. I know what it’s like to be so utterly angry with this illness. Hope you find relief soon (((((HUGS)))))
Bugger!..a shit day!
I liken it to a roller coaster ride…one that never stops! *smiling*
Cheer up our Karen all will be well again!! *hugs* Paula x
Hi Paula!
Thank you so much for your support, you are a star! The day went really well, it was beautiful. I didnt make it to the end, but my sis totally understood. I hope you are feeling well? Love Karen xx
Glad to hear the day went well!
I’m good..thanks for asking! xxx
Can only give ((hugs)), and hoping some good times/days come around for you to hold on to and treasure. Thinking of you with love and sending strength and hope, xxx
Thank you so much. I was in a lot of pain when I wrote that post. I am feeling slightly better, but it does go up an down so much at the moment! Thank you so much for your support, hugs back to you and I hope you are feeling well? Love Karen x
Hi Karen, I am working with someone with borderline pd. I’m not a big fan of labels, but we are working on creating a relationship to emotions where by we create some space between the emotion and our awareness of it… So it feels like the emotion does not take you over.. I encourage you to practice a form of meditation called Vipassana – I’m happy to help where I can! With LovingKindness,
Jordi
*hugs* Ugh! What a perfectly horrible description of the highs and lows–and accompanying behaviors.
At this point in my life, I’ve stopped making promises to my friends and partner, because I’ve broken so many during my manias. I still stop washing/eating/sleeping during depressions, though!
*hugs again*
Thank you! Big *hugs* right back acha! I’m starting to get to that point too. I’m afraid to make any promisies to family and friends